We spent 20 years fighting like siblings do.. then he held me on my wedding day.. hugged me like I always wished he would..
The next day we said goodbye… I flew away.. I saw him once since then and never again; my heart aches..
I wish.. with all my heart to hug him like I need to.. I want him to see my babies.. smile at me and buy me sweets and laughs it all out…
I pray for an extra moment.. just a little bit more..
It has been overwhelming.. missing him so much.. knowing a life time wasn’t enough.. its never enough